Friday, April 11, 2014

On The Road

Today through Sunday, I'm going to visit my aunt and uncle, Dani and Sam, with my grandparents. I last saw Sam in October and Dani in July. For on the road, I brought a book, The Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness, and the scarf I'm crocheting. 

I love road trips. We'll be on the road for 2 to 2 and a half hours today. It's been a while since I've been on a nice drive. I'm hoping to drive through Virginia and maybe a few other places this summer. Taking trips and traveling are always nice. Being able to get away for a little while is something I greatly enjoy. It's tough to get away often because gas is so expensive. 

On our way out of town, we drove by the turn off for Luna's. I really miss her. Right now, we spend time together on the weekends, but she's starting her new job this weekend and only works weekends. That'll make it tough, but we'll make it work. We aren't able to talk often, but she and I make the most out of what we have. That's what life is about:  making the most out of what you have and enjoying today since there isn't promise of tomorrow.

Since converting religions/beliefs, I've been much happier and feeling more connected with everything. I don't know if the things I see are spirits or figments of my mind. Same goes for the voices. My psychiatrist put me on another anti psychotic and said it's either psychosis brought on by the depression or schizophrenia since they've been here for a while and have happened before. We're going to keep an eye on it all. He also wants to do a brain scan if they continue. Having so many health problems makes me scared to have kids because of my genetics. 

Well, I think I'm going I get back to my reading, and I'll check in later!

Much love,
Maude

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