Anticipation

It's 5:22 am. I'm lying in bed wishing sleep would take me away, but it won't. I have too many thoughts on my mind and am anxious about my appointment in 3 hours. I'm having a procedure done. It'll be very painful, and I'll be in pretty bad pain for a few days or weeks, but it should help ease current medical problems. Anyways, I sure hope it'll help. Help is something I greatly need right now.