- Long distance relationship
- 19 months
- Broke up 6 months ago
- Nasty/ugly break-up
We last talked on the 25th of December 2013, the day that would've been our 2nd anniversary. Her sister accidentally called me today, so I sent her a text message making sure everything was ok. It was. I asked her if she's like to catch up or split ways once more. She left that decision up to me, and I asked if we could catch up as I often find myself wondering how she is and such. She was my first love, and I still care for her, although not as I did before. I think, as my first love, she'll always have a special place in my heart. Everyday, I find myself thinking of her. I sometimes wonder how life would be if we didn't break up or if we had broken up in a different manner that wasn't as terrible. To some extent, all break-ups hurt in one way or another if both truly cared for one another.
Note: I wished to catch-up with her as a friend, not as a possible companion. The position of possible companion is currently taken, proudly, by Luna.
We called and talked on the phone for around an hour or so. She has been doing rather well lately, although not the best; I won't go into specifics on the negatives. Millie got into the college of the dreams and has a great future planned. I hope her future is well. Thought: I wonder if I'll ever see her again. I wish her all the best with her future endeavors. Plans never seem to go as intended, but sometimes that's for the best. If everything went as planned, nothing would be as it is today. I hope Millie are on a road towards friendship, as that would be nice. I hope one day I'll be as close to someone as I was with her or maybe even closer! It's been a hard but necessary task to move forth from her. Cheers to new beginnings!
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