Thursday, May 22, 2014

Our Relationship

Luna and I have been dating for almost 2 months now.  I've noticed for a while now that we don't seem to be on the same page.

An excerpt from her blog:

pros:
  • she is a relaxing energy
  • she is a positive energy
  • she is spiritually similar
  • she is hippie-ish (more so than me)
  • she is a good cuddler
cons:
  • no chemistry - its like i'm dating a friend
  • maybe a little too hippie? (granted… i admire her determination and dedication to her 1 year plan… i'll support her choices… but still.)
  • its like we are a bit too similar…theres no spark for me. 
  • i think the relationship started before i was ready for it to. thats why there was no honey moon phase… and it is the honey moon phase that tends to fuel the relationship… gives it a strong start. 
  • i feel like a jerk because i'm not really invested in the relationship. 

She says it's up to me whether we stay together or break up.  I don't know what to do.  She doesn't seem as happy as she did before.  Sometimes, things seem great!  We kiss and cuddle and enjoy each other's company.  Other times, I can tell something is off.  I fear we may break-up and have been getting these vibes for a while now.  I really like Luna, but she doesn't seem to be on the same level.  It would be great if we could stay together, but Luna doesn't seem happy. As someone use to tell me, it takes two for a relationship.  Right now, it isn't two-sided.  I want whatever is best for both of us.  Since Luna doesn't feel chemistry, it may be best if we break-up.  I truly want to hope the honeymoon phase will hit because I like being with her, but I don't think she will be happy until then.  Plus, she has doubts.  A seed grows into a plant.  It's up to her.  If she'll be happy with me as a girlfriend, we can try to get things on the right track.  If she doesn't think it'll work, we can break it off.  Luna-  How will you be happiest?

Love always,
Maude

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